Saturday, October 28, 2006
AHH! i blog a whole lot and now its gone. this stupid blogger.com :( this irritating thing. monday is Olevel chinese paper and im feeling super weird abt it. AAHHH. =( i feel like i break into someone else's house today. cause the owner is not ard and i studied the whole day there. didnt study alot, just a little. hais. i really feel quite trapped and pressurized recently. love is shown in diff ways tt make me feel so super unloved. but i know ppl care. but im really trying, trying to study hard, to care&love like Jesus do. i dont want to give up ministry or what so ever because of studies. i promise to balance and try k. i still want you to care, to be more than a leader, but a friend, a brother-in-Christ. God, pls help me. ah, im really feeling terrible, so terrible. :( my QT aint going anywhere too. i really need a good break, a retreat to somewhere comfortable, without worries. hmm sounds like heaven. heh. leave me alone, wont youS. AAHHHH, im really gg crazy too. deep down into depression. aww//.and randomly, i miss kor! *laughs. i bought the book, my utmost for the highest today! and i love it. and hey, im gg to be serious abt getting real with God. serious.pls, pray for me, i want to be able to finish stronger.
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